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jaegamerI am no longer director of the RPGA's Living Force campaign... and so an era of my life ends. I've devoted the last 4 years to it to the exclusion of all else, and now, just before Christmas, my services have been dispensed with. "Decided not to renew your contract." More thoughts on it are in my "regular life" blog, since this is more than just gaming -- it's been my life for 4 years now.
I'm bitter, angry, wounded, exhausted... and relieved. I'd been finding the new management less and less to my liking, so while giving up my "baby" is incredibly painful, I'm also glad that I won't have to deal with them any more.
There's plenty else to do -- my local gaming club is starting up a horror campaign that I can now help with. I can finally finish the long-delayed scenario I'd been promising my friend Claire for the Living Death campaign. I can see my boyfriend more often than just at games! And... I might even get to sleep 8 hours a night once in a while!
A door closes... firmly... but the future is before me.
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Date: 2003-12-23 05:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-23 06:14 am (UTC)If it's any consolation, you're not the only one who things the organisation is in serious decline. I've basically severed all my links to the RPGA. I really don't give a shit what they do now.
Dumping good people just gives me yet another reason to dislike them.
But you'll do something as good again. Once you get that stuff in your blood, it's impossible to get it out, especially if you don't get to finish it properly. So have faith :)