Ok, as one depression sufferer to another: YOU are making decisions while you are un-medicated??? Has this worked well before? If not, then don't do it now. Personally, it sounds like you need to take the narcolepsy test asap, and become re-medicated.
Then, instead of spending stupid $$ to go to MegaCon, you should take the $$ and pick a con in S. California or S. Florida, and go and PLAY. Do not run, do not volunteer, do not pass go, just go and HAVE FUN. Shop at the dealer's tables, buy some sparkly dice, try a board/card/rpg game you always wanted to play but didn't want to buy the stuff for. Just relax, take time for yourself. Remember what it was like to be a "newbie" and just have fun at conventions. Go into the hot tub each nite of that convention and relax. Go sit at the bar and flirt with some hot men(or hot women if that is your cuppa joe). Or, since you will be at a gaming convention after all, flirt with some geeky men. Just take some time for you!
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Then, instead of spending stupid $$ to go to MegaCon, you should take the $$ and pick a con in S. California or S. Florida, and go and PLAY. Do not run, do not volunteer, do not pass go, just go and HAVE FUN. Shop at the dealer's tables, buy some sparkly dice, try a board/card/rpg game you always wanted to play but didn't want to buy the stuff for. Just relax, take time for yourself. Remember what it was like to be a "newbie" and just have fun at conventions. Go into the hot tub each nite of that convention and relax. Go sit at the bar and flirt with some hot men(or hot women if that is your cuppa joe). Or, since you will be at a gaming convention after all, flirt with some geeky men. Just take some time for you!